this was the video that really moved me. that really touches my heart. that really taught me about true beauty that lies within. that makes me cry everytime i watch it. that makes me realise how lucky i am. okeh. the list will never end. try watching it.(:
WHOOOO~ like people would. but anyhoooo! i want to tell you something.(: a little story. okeh not(:
The person i damn in the previous post handed me a letter yesterday. WHOA! wanna know something? the person can do magic. the person can make me pissed and at the same time guilty and at the same time angry and at the same time sad. so that was how i felt reading the letter. i gave her my reply alrd. i was just trying my best to make it sound NOT harsh. at least i tried kan? anyhoooo. i wonder how the person felt. BOY im glad the person realise their mistake. at least it wasnt a waste telling her off kan? i cant believe im saying this but. hey. the letter has a point and ya. its what i have been doing to her etc. but what i dont really like is that. the tone set on me in the letter was completely different laa woi. its like so. UGH~! cant find the word. while the rest is so. gentle. so its like tak ikhlas gitu. alaaaa~ i forgive her. im making this public hokay? I FORGIVE YOOO! & IM SORRY! see! i made it public and still. i dont reveal who you are. but it will take time to really forgive&forget. but in this. i swear. i wont forget. but now. lets start from scratch. i cant really face yoo now. NOT because im a coward or something. but. i cant face someone i am pissed at or even talk to them. or my words will hurt them. so in this case it will hurt yooo. so before i spat vilgarities. its best you leave me alone to be first. i mean you can talk to me. but dont look at me face. or i wont talk. what crap am i talking again? LAWL! xD in other words. if you wanna talk, its best if you write to me. meanwhile laaa(: not FOREVER. i sound so guilty. LAWL! xD okeh no. im pissed but now im feeling okeh. not really pissed anymore.(:
see! its notfunfair damn-ing in my blog. because bothe of us realise our mistakes! ahahahahah! xD but what sets me thinking is. how euu really know what wrong euu did to your friends. still wondering... oh yaaa! yooo look neater tying yoooou hair! xD like what has that gotta to with this? (:
im a SUPER GOOD GIRL! xD
i feel guilty not talking much to SHAFIQ this few days. i have my own reasons k? (: I L Y laa k? no matter whaaaat.(:
eh! i said something that time that make him melt? or make him say that im sweet(: i changed my MSN namee to 'DEVIL IN DIGUISE' he was like "who's that?" so i said "ME! xD"
then i said. "Because I always hurt you, and you always say sorry even though it wasnt your fault and that makes me love you more(:"
then i read again then i was like. yaaaaa. sweeeeet.
andd people. if im silent this few days. dont ask why k? i got my own reasons and i aint telling anyone.
nurulHANNA! ♥
syarifah azrinatul nurulhanna
28 October,nineteen
i love baking and guitar. i have an awkward fashionsense and a confusing musicalgenre.♥
DIPLOMA in PASTRY and BAKING.
i believe in miracles and big dreams come true.
people cant help themselves but put me down,
but i will still stay on my ground.
"i believe that everything happens for a reason
people change so you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so you could appreciate them
when they're right
you believe lies so you eventually learn to
trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart,
so better things can fall together"
;Marilyn Monroe
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